Oh, how very despicable.

I am truthfully surprised at how low some people can go. What has become of mankind - are we all innately kind like what Confucius said? I find that hard to believe.

Just a girl, blogging her views, just like so many other people. She has never slapped your mother nor set fire to your home, has she? Why the vicious attacks?

I've been doing that for many, many long months now. And I am tired. I seriously think I am going crazy. Try having people insulting you every single day, and tell me how long you can last?

Did I already mention I hear voices whenever I write? Don't blame me for that; I used to be a very happy person.

Maybe baring my heart to the world was wrong. I thought we lived in a civilised world, where people were dignified enough to fight to my face, instead of going under the belt.

I can take shit, no problem. Go ahead, throw your insults at me. Moronic? Ugly? Inbred perhaps? Is that the best you can do?

But the attacks on my friends... The snide remarks, like these people even know me well enough to comment... the vandalism and ruining of my pictures... my brother, a 12 year old boy, being told to his face by secondary school students that his sister is a slut, while all he did was to be next-of-kin to me... people trying to spread untruths to my friends to make them angry with me... I can't even look at a person nowadays and not think that person dislikes me.

Is it fair? Why go so low? Why do you people even hate me so much?

I am sick of all these. If you people want to attack, attack me next time. Don't go so low as to attack the kind people who has warranted to be on my blog. Can't I even have friends nowadays without you people trying to get them to dislike me like you do? What is it to you that they like me?

Love,
Wendy

wow. just when i had almost concluded that she has nothing between her ears, she suprises me with this.

but every word rings true. the spurious nature of today's world tires me. everyone masquerades, and that makes yet more people follow suit. many argue it as a form of defense, and its true. the desultorious world makes everything dangerous, even being aqquainted with someone. so shallow are the residents of the world that "birds of a feather flock together" seems to be a commandment kept to religiously. it makes everyone keep a distance, and it triggers off a chain reaction.

thats why i love st margs. no standard behaviour, no formalities to keep up, other than having to pretend to smile at mrs khoo while she enquires about how my parents are doing, and if i'm flying the flag of st margaret's high.

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